A covalent nonlinear bond

I know it is a herculean task to analyse any nonlinear phenomenon. Think of a situation where there would be two nonlinearity that is intertwined with each other with a feeble but strong covalent bonds. Don't retrieve from reading. This is no chemistry that is going to pester you anymore. This is about the two nonlinearity you will come across everywhere. To introduce them to you one is life itself, the other is human interaction and situation. The inter covalent bonds are those sprouting emissions that come across between these nonlinearities you would encounter. My family has always been with people who flush out emotions as often as they would eat a meal. These emotions never come in slow motion at all. Some never express , bottle them up for future use, then the would bust them out one fine day to make your mood low. My introspection on human behaviour has also been volatile. My notion on human tendencies change over the period of time. Understanding my own internal conflicts had been tedious till now. Understanding any person ( other than yourself) is gonna be like to balance on rope up above,so high. You miss a beat , it costs you your life. I had a most astonishing shock when I could see people change colours , switch modes and juggle themselves according to the situation and people they encounter. I had my first life taught lesson at a very young age of 11. That was when I understood  intentions  of people does not go hand in hand with their actions. They do deviate many times. My encounter with some undesirable Brutus, backstabbing me at several occasions, let me have a protective shell. To be more clear on others language it is called” to be reserved”. Call me whatever, my prime reason was to protect myself from those who take an undue advantage of everything. My teacher would often say, a person is behaving as he is because of not just one reason, but because of several other reasons. It is more a situation and environment that gives  him shape. We are all like liquids which would take the shape of the situation we are put in. Almost it is the situation and the environment that controls us projects us who we are to others. That's what we call “ adapting”. It is very easy to adapt, it is very easy to swim along the current flow of life. It is easy to not have any aim , to reach any destination determined by destiny. But you don't know how the destination will be. Would it be a beautiful rose bed? Or will it be a land of monsters? Who knows. But the one who reaches it is out to accept it. The other choice is to oppose the flow of life. But the problem here is you will not be accepted by others, things and people try to push you the other side. You risk your life, everything, to go to the desired destination. We do the know if we will be able to reach the destination or not. But the beauty here is that, not everyone reacts the same way in a similar situation. Only everyone takes the challenge the same way. That's is why , siblings although brought up in same environment,evolve differently. There is another thing, about how do we perceive? How do we take the situation? It is all about choices we take. It is always only two,either do or don't, yes or no. There is no a third choice we could go for. So is it still, the situation, the people who shape you?

It is your decisions that takes over your life. The challenges faced by you will be an outcome of your choice. Life is what you choose to be. If you want to change something about someone. It is not up to you. A person will change only if he chooses to change.

Now that it is been a bit longer, it would be tough to handle this anymore. Here I choose to end.